Dying being thin...
so... i fainted today.. i'm trying really hard not too eat so much... i havent been doing a very good job... i had a coffe, 2 glasses of juice, a tea, a bite of pizza, a serving of fish, AND pasta for dinner... but most of that was after i fainted & i know my body needed something or i was going to faint again... right now i wiegh in at 110lbs... i'm 5'6 ....
i need some inspiration to get my focussed on my diet.. or lack there of.. i remember back to about a year ago when even size '0' and size '1' were too big ... now i'm about a size '2' ... it kills me... i want to lose another 10lbs... i'd be okay with that for now..
starting tomorrow i'm going to keep a strict journal of what fatty causing food i put into me ...
i cant live this way anymore...